Realtalk? [she paused as though Lillian wasn't going to let her finish.] Fuck no. Of course it doesn't. It's just shoving shit away. Doesn't solve a damn thing.
[the difficult-to-mistake sound of a body whumping against a mattress probably came through on the call pretty clearly.]
I'm exhausted. I don't even know if I have the energy to go do all that shit I just said I was gonna do. I thought you were supposed to get rest when you were sleeping.
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[but she still did it anyway.]
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Well, makes me feel better I can't get high, I guess.
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[which was good. nobody needed to be like Anna.]
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Different ain't the same as healthy, you know. If I weren't exhausted, I'd probably go find somebody pretty to hook up with.
[Also if she didn't have robot hands. That was definitely going to put a crimp in her dating lifestyle.]
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[maybe she'd see if Astin was available for any, uh. aftercare? fuck.]
Sometimes that's all you got. No judgment here.
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And I mean, layin' down, but not the kind I wanna do right now.
[She snickered.]
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[the difficult-to-mistake sound of a body whumping against a mattress probably came through on the call pretty clearly.]
I'm exhausted. I don't even know if I have the energy to go do all that shit I just said I was gonna do. I thought you were supposed to get rest when you were sleeping.
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[Hm.]
On the upside, you're probably too tired to dream right now.
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Maybe I'll just skip getting high and let my body give up for a while instead.
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[Lillian stiffled a yawn of her own.]
And you can just gimmie a call if it ain't workin', alright? I'll leave my phone on my pillow or somethin'.
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[it came out before she could stop herself, but she moved past it quickly, at least.]
Hopefully you won't hear any more from me until sunrise. Thanks for... all of this. Night, Lil.
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Bi, Anna. Talk to you soon.