[she understands. or she does her best to, anyway. and she holds satoko with a little more tenderness, the way that she's been getting a little more practice with lately.]
I don't understand everything, but I think I get this. [she was caught up on the wrong things. she just needs to be here for satoko without worrying so intensely about the particulars.]
Even if it's the right thing for her to be where she is... it still hurts to not have her. And I'm sorry that it does. I wish I had an answer for you, but I still haven't been able to find one, except to live with the hurt and hope one day it goes away.
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I don't understand everything, but I think I get this. [she was caught up on the wrong things. she just needs to be here for satoko without worrying so intensely about the particulars.]
Even if it's the right thing for her to be where she is... it still hurts to not have her. And I'm sorry that it does. I wish I had an answer for you, but I still haven't been able to find one, except to live with the hurt and hope one day it goes away.