[god. this is the part where falco loses anna, at least internally. on the outside, she can handle this just fine. her expression doesn't change and she doesn't seem like she's flinching or grimacing or whatever, or at least not more than she would be given the eye care going on. inside, she can't imagine making peace with apollonia, wishing her a more graceful exit from the world. but falco has always been her better. falco has always had a kinder heart than she could ever fathom.]
I got to do that with Kainé. It was... peaceful, even if it shouldn't have been. [she's happy that her bonded is back to normal, and that's probably the most she wants to think on it. she's keeping herself as steady as she can.] So I get it. What do you want to do for him?
[ which might sound worse than it is. maybe? he's just . . . well, he trusts sharon. he trusts d, too. that bounds together with the will to risk and he's set. ]
[anna almost shakes her head, then thinks better of it and just gives a quiet "uh-uh" in response.]
I think I've seen the name around, but I don't know if I could tell you much more than that. [there's a few ideas on what falco could be talking about, especially with that last question, but she won't jump to any conclusions.] I have some guesses.
You're going to let yourself get turned into a vampire so nothing else can get you? [she has no idea if it'll actually work, but it is kind of a big deal. she sits with it for a moment, not really judgmental in her gaze or her posture. she's just...]
I appreciate that you told me, definitely. And you're sure this is the best thing for it?
[she's just thinking about the idea. falco wouldn't be undead, but... well, no. no, anna, you know that you can't think something like that, because literally how would you justify it versus yourself? how could you have problems with someone else doing something that you'd been fucking thrilled to do? she furrows her brow as she has that small internal debate, then comes out with an answer.]
Everyone needs to do what it takes to protect themselves here. We can't all, I don't know, bond with Kainé to get by. Sometimes we need to take more extreme measures. And if this is what's going to keep you safe, I think you should do it.
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I got to do that with Kainé. It was... peaceful, even if it shouldn't have been. [she's happy that her bonded is back to normal, and that's probably the most she wants to think on it. she's keeping herself as steady as she can.] So I get it. What do you want to do for him?
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[ which might sound worse than it is. maybe? he's just . . . well, he trusts sharon. he trusts d, too. that bounds together with the will to risk and he's set. ]
Do you know . . . Mister D? What he is?
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I think I've seen the name around, but I don't know if I could tell you much more than that. [there's a few ideas on what falco could be talking about, especially with that last question, but she won't jump to any conclusions.] I have some guesses.
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[ better than being dead dead, he adds: ]
They think a bite can stop other curses from happening. And I wanted to let you know, so . . . You don't have to worry about anything.
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You're going to let yourself get turned into a vampire so nothing else can get you? [she has no idea if it'll actually work, but it is kind of a big deal. she sits with it for a moment, not really judgmental in her gaze or her posture. she's just...]
I appreciate that you told me, definitely. And you're sure this is the best thing for it?
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[ he can’t say everything, but they have all been collectively searching with no promising result beyond this one. ]
I, erm . . . Won’t be undead, at least.
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[she's just thinking about the idea. falco wouldn't be undead, but... well, no. no, anna, you know that you can't think something like that, because literally how would you justify it versus yourself? how could you have problems with someone else doing something that you'd been fucking thrilled to do? she furrows her brow as she has that small internal debate, then comes out with an answer.]
Everyone needs to do what it takes to protect themselves here. We can't all, I don't know, bond with Kainé to get by. Sometimes we need to take more extreme measures. And if this is what's going to keep you safe, I think you should do it.